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Sunday, June 30, 2019
Tuesday, June 25, 2019
WORTH THE TEARS
I've started my college with a different course. That time, your girl was able to pass the BSA (Bachelor of Science in Accountancy) entrance examination, and grab the chance 🙏🏻
Everything went smoothly until I wasn't happy anymore. Do you know what? doing something that your heart won't cooperate will never make you happy, that you are just doing it for the sake of others, for their dreams, and not yours.
All efforts exerted, namely, hmm just everything. LIKE EVERYTHING *sigh*
Yes, I was able to pass all subjects but there's an emptiness.
For me, you will never appreciate things until there is love, because even small things will be appreciated if you have this love towards it.
So I survived my first year as a BSA student. But waking up everyday where you cannot picture out your future with your course anymore makes me more desperate and depressed to get back my senses and guts. So I did asked my papa, crying and begging to let me decide what I really want to pursue
"I need to be firm, because if I will continue to live my life behind everyone's dream, I could never have my own dream. And that is the worst"
Later then, papa gave me his approval and talked to me. He wants me to take whatever course I've wanted and live the life I've prayed. He put his all trust to me. And that keeps me going.
I asked God of what's really for me and gave me an answer,He enlightened my heart.
So I took BSCE (Bs in Civil Engineering) as my second course. The term "ENGR" just make me so kilig that I'm so eager to work and get it. With all my heart, I want to appreciate my parents support all throughout bc I could never be this independent and I could never done this without them.
My BSCE student journey, ain't that easy also. Ofc there are days that I'm so tamad and there are alsho days that I'm so hyped to study. There are also times that I've wanted to give up because lifle challenges me so hard. There are times that you are so hopeless, there are times that you just don't
know what are doing and there are times that you don't know what you are becoming anymore. And that's alarming. You have to realize that you must pick yourself up! You must know that in the process, you must not lose yourself. Life is rough, so you must be tough!
So here comes my last year as a student,
Finishing my thesis is a challenging task for me. It's an individual thesis that really test my patience and trust to myself. All those sleepless nights, dramas and tears really did contribute a lot to the result of my work. Hence, I was out of focus. Who would? Who can? I mean, you are not motivated to do something if you're broken right? ok stop self 😅 That's another story 😂
So here's the result...
This is not to brag or anything, but It was an unexpected grade for me. I mean, I did my best that time but again, I was not really that focus. It took me to slap my own face in which I did, just to pull myself, to have my life back and be that independent woman again.
I was able to finish my work.
This is by far the most memorable night ever!
A night to remember where it was my last day serving my co-students from our department.
For the last 4 years of me studying,
I was able to finally say thank you for always believing in me. For the 4 consecutive years I was selected, got my position and able to serve you guys. Thank you I was really honored to be with you from my first year up to my last year as your officer.
My college days would never be as amazing and challenging without all the tasks that have been thrown and trusted by me. It made me responsible as an individual and a woman as well. .
More power to our college and Goodluck to our newly elected officers. ❤️
PICE SECRETARY KIM, signing off.
BACHELOR OF SCIENCE IN CIVIL ENGINEERING
SAINT JOSEPH INSTITUTE OF TECHNOLOGY
MAY 2019 - GRADUATE
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